Monday, June 22, 2020

Hospital Playlist Retrospective Season 1 Episode 11

This post contains spoilers for the episode under discussion and others. 

There's something that Rosa says here that reminds us that there's a familiar moral universe here in operation. There's such a thing as right and wrong. It's one in which the reaping and sowing principle is well and truly alive. When she says someone like Chairman Yang suddenly drops dead because he is being punished he is immediately framed as an example of a life badly lived. He had within his grasp the best life had to offer and yet he misused what gifts were given to him and pursued that which was evil and left a trail of destruction in its wake. This is a moral universe where spousal infidelity is condemned, where personal choice needs to go hand-in-hand with personal responsibility, where devotion to family and friends is celebrated.

I'm sure it's obvious that I have never been someone that needed any convincing that Jeong-won wasn't ever a suitable candidate for the priesthood but on the off chance that there were people who believed that he should just "follow his dream", the show itself makes the case for him remaining on at least 2 fronts. It's not just the audience but Jeong-won himself that needs to have his eye on the bigger picture. The drama itself is quick to insist that this isn't about God vs Gyeo-ul. There are also other things at play that need to be considered.

When Jeong-won informs Director Ju of his impending departure, the latter reminds him that pediatric surgeons are a rare breed in South Korea. There are only 48 in the entire country. Yulje Medical Centre is the only major hospital with 2 pediatric surgeons. 1 pediatric surgeon is the equivalent of an entire staff so once Jeong-won leaves, pediatric surgery as a viable department of Yulje will be no more. With all of that in mind Director Ju urges Jeong-won to seriously reconsider his decision to leave. Jeong-won's departure will not only be a blow to Yulje but will have an impact on the country's health care system. A man in the director's position has to see the bigger picture. This isn't necessarily personal for him. It isn't about the fact that he will lose a valued physician but that the hospital and the country will lose a clinician with a very rare set of skills.



It's clear all throughout the drama up to this point that Jeong-won has always a great fit for medicine and pediatrics more specifically. Everyone knows it. Jong-su and Rosa acknowledge it. His friends affirm this when they see his love for the children. Nobody believes he should leave the profession and I don't even think Jeong-won himself is entirely convinced he should because he seems to have dragged his feet on the matter. It seems to have taken him a longer time than expected to approach the director about leaving and when asked, he doesn't seem to have offered any reason for it.  Clearly Jeong-won is wrestling with serious doubts about leaving. The pressure is on and not all of it deliberate or planned.

The Gyeo-ul factor obviously can't be dismissed at all. It must diminish any sense of certainty he has regarding a future as a religious celibate. If he ever believed it was something that he could put to one side and forge ahead, he was in all likelihood deluding himself. Rosa attests to the fact that his liking of Gyeo-ul is very great. As his mother (an expert witness) her testimony has weight. She becomes so convinced that Gyeo-ul is an important variable in this issue that she approaches a relative stranger, in sheer desperation, to make her plea. She had already sensed that there was another interest in the mix when he said to her "It's not Song-hwa" previously. She was certainly right on the money then. It wasn't Song-hwa but there was another interest despite all his protestations to the contrary. The pressure is now on Gyeo-ul who was led to believe that the good professor on his side was acting purely as her mentor. Now to be told that it wasn't a one-sided infatuation must be a shock to the system. What also stood out to me this time round which I hadn't considered before is that Rosa seems to believe that Jeong-won's feelings are reciprocated. When Gyeo-ul runs pass her, and Rosa takes a good look at her smiling face, Rosa is trying to make certain that this young woman has feelings for her son. What she sees gives her sufficient reason to follow through with the idea already forming in her mind. As far as Kdramas go this step of having Rosa approach a potential love interest is something of a decisive shift and an overturning of a well-worn trope. In standard melodramatic fare, it is the norm for wealthy mothers to disapprove of their sons' involvement with ordinary-looking women who come from ordinary backgrounds. Here, however, Mum is truly ahead of the game and gives her unconditional blessing even before the couple has acknowledged their feelings for one another.




It isn't just Rosa of course that sees that Gyeo-ul is special to Jeong-won, a scrub nurse participating in her first surgery as lead specifically highlights the fact that Jeong-won doesn't allow just anyone to do this. Aside from what feelings he may have for her, we are meant to believe that he does think highly of her skills as surgeon as well. On this occasion she justifies his assessment of her when she aces the surgery.




The WinterGarden dynamic is ultimately a work-based vehicle for change in two people. To put it crudely, it is an office romance between two people who fall in love with each other and affect each other as they work together. It is an affirmation of the transformative quality of love within the context of the workplace. Even though she is completely unaware that he's in love with her but the fact that she's in love with him motivates her to spend as much time with him as possible. We saw that when she broke the bouquet prank by choosing Jeong-won's surgical procedure over Ik-jun's. Even if all she can do is assist him in surgeries or as the case was here, performing her first lead surgery under his supervision, it's better than not being by his side at all. Jeong-won on the other hand, wants to make happy memories with her before he leaves so he does whatever he can for her, giving her opportunities that she might not have otherwise. He can't be the overt lover to her so he romances her via proxy, through their collaboration via work roles. It is their safe place to conduct their romance without either having to confess and deal with the fallout. A fascinating case of hiding in plain sight. The romantic overtones in her first surgery as lead surgeon are palpable as they go back and forth like a couple in a verbal rumba.








This, it seems to me, foreshadows what will presumably come later when they become a fully-fledged working couple. Because he trains her himself, she will become his right-hand and complement him perfectly. He won't have to do his surgeries solo any longer because he will have her both as his life partner and working partner. This is a thesis that I've considered in a bit more detail in Canon in D.

In contrast is Chi-hong's dynamic with Song-hwa which may end up going nowhere for the former. In terms of mentor-mentee romances this one may be doomed to remain one-sided. I think he senses it as well that things are unlikely to end up his way despite his best efforts. Still, while the man might be out of the military, one can't entirely take the military out of the man. At the back of his mind he may still believe that all's fair in love and war. That's perhaps why he's pushing his boundaries with Song-hwa as much as he can. Like Gyeo-ul though, he has blossomed from being under the supervision of a good mentor but unlike Gyeo-ul, the prospect of that transforming into a romantic relationship is minimal, not necessarily just because of Ik-jun's persistent presence.



From Ik-jun's perspective, as a member of this "triangle",  it's been evident from early on why he has many regrets and so much to fear because the possibility that he has missed the boat with Song-hwa again is quite high. Or at the every least he's aware that he's up against determined competition.


Song-hwa's discomfiture at being caught between the two men is palpable. At this juncture she's not especially prepared to change her respective dynamic with either and deal with the consequences of doing so. My impression too is that she's comfortable as the Sage and Mother figure that any kind of movement from it isn't going to come easily. Perhaps this is why she decides to take some time off from the hustle and bustle Yulje and move to Sokcho for a year as some kind of sabbatical. It isn't just persistent suitors that are causing her to rethink her trajectory but a persistent herniated disc condition. An issue that was telegraphed very early on in the drama. She has been throwing herself into her role as the diligent "Ghost" of Yulje and something eventually had to give. No one can maintain that kind of juggling act as she has without paying the price for it.

In this especially romance heavy episode the karaoke sequence is instructive. Only Song-hwa is sober. All the men are quite drunk and at least 3 of them are wrestling with women issues: Jeong-won, Jun-wan and Ik-jun (who staggers in already drunk after the NS get-together). On another level it functions as a direct and intentional contrast to the karaoke flashback in Episode 3.  20 years later, 4 of the men are drowning their sorrows in alcohol and song. Each person is taking up a different part of the room. By the time Ik-jun bursts into the room, Jeong-won is already very much under the influence singing a song from Reply 1994.


If we are to believe that the song is a reflection of the mood he is in, I'd say that at the forefront of his mind he is commiserating over what he can't have with Gyeo-ul and his unwillingness to let go. Before he can sing his next choice "Goodbye Now", Song-hwa grabs the controller from him signalling that perhaps that his anguish over what might never be is somewhat premature. Like a repeat of history before anyone else can make their song choice, Ik-jun starts the karaoke with "I Knew I Love" angsting over his regrets regarding Song-hwa 20 years earlier confirmed by a flashback of him buying a ring for her. Jeong-won despite being inebriated, catches on that something's afoot in Ik-jun's headspace.



At the back corner of the room is Jun-wan pensively thinking about Ik-sun. This is supported by a flashback of a conversation between them of past romances. In it Ik-sun tells him that she was able to move on from her ex because of him. She's well-aware that the good times don't always last but she wants them to make happy memories together during the good times. Then the camera cuts back to the karaoke lounge and sees him reach into his jacket pocket and pull out a ring that he had prepared to give to her earlier but held back because she insisted that she doesn't want any kind of jewellery from him.





After this the show cuts to the band practice of them singing "I Knew I Love". Ik-jun is on lead vocals again then in looks at Song-hwa in meaningful fashion but again she looks uncomfortable at first. When the song ends, it cuts to Chi-hong reminiscing about the first day he met Song-hwa 3 years earlier mistaking her for an intern.






For me it became increasingly obvious that the romance although isn't the main thing is still important as to what it tells us about these people outside of their professional personas. It isn't just some appendage to the storyline as some might believe. The writer has done it in such a way that the love threads are woven through the character development as much as the friendships do.

In Seok-hyeong's case where romance doesn't dominate his individual trajectory it is still being developed in the fringes with Min-ha. I don't have much doubt that he likes her from looking at their interactions but the family baggage is intrusive. I am surprised though that there aren't more people who pair him off with Song-hwa because it certainly makes far more sense than pairing her with Jeong-won. Seok-hyeong often has scenes with her with just the two of them. She's a great confidant and comfort to him. His mother really likes her and often tries to set them up. On top of that he had a crush on her while they were undergraduates. It does beg the question of whether if it's because he isn't classically good-looking that he's not even considered a contender.




While the biggest angst for all of the other men are women, for Seok-hyeong it's clearly the haunting presence of his father that looms large. Despite his absence from Seok-hyeong's life, he continues to be a feature of it. Clearly family dysfunction and its repercussions are long-ranging. Not only is he caught in a cold war between his parents, Seok-hyeong is left to pick up the pieces when his father passes away. Not only does he have to organize the funeral and be a part of it, he also has to deal with his father's mistress and the fallout that comes from that. There's definitely a morality tale in that. It's no accident of course when Ik-jun says of Seok-hyeong "the real Buddha is here". Despite what life and Bad Dad has thrown his way, Seok-hyeong demonstrates the ability to transcend all his father's sins and be dispassionate about the mistress and her unborn child.




Of course not all professor-resident relationships have romantic overtones. By this time, the dynamic between Jun-wan and Jae-hak have come such a long way. As we see in the story of bubby Chae-young who is waiting for a heart donor, these two men are working more in tandem as they understand each other better. As Jun-wan undergoes his incremental changes he is becoming more sensitive in the way he communicates to patients, ably supported by Jae-hak. Jae-hak, on the other hand, is becoming more committed to his role as a physician and gaining more confidence. What I especially enjoy about this relationship (aside from the banter and ensuing hilarity) is this reminder that learning is not a one-way street. It's a case that teachers learn from their students as much as their students learn from them. There are echoes of that all throughout the drama. However it's a fact of life that bears repeating.


It's also a fact of life that the most important people in the workplace aren't necessarily just the ones at the top of the food chain, so to speak. There are people downstairs like Su-bin who are the cogs in the engine of the hospital making sure that everything runs accordingly. In an unpredictable environment such a hospital, the logistics of running the hospital is a veritable constant juggling act dealing with needs and demands. Privacy issues aside, that's what So-mi's tribute video of her mother is largely about. It's a celebration of those who are at the coalface dealing with client service so that the rest (upstairs) can do their jobs well.




It is also true that not all patients are appreciative of what their doctors do for them. Someone like Im Jang-hun, a glass half-empty type of person can't see what's been gained and instead focus on what's lost. It's a normal reaction to the unpredictability of life and what that dishes out. The pain of loss is so great that the one who suffers forget about those who are around them who suffer with them. There are those patients who do understand though that their families need to be supported as much as they do as we see in the case of this episode's cirrhosis patient. His family puts pressure on his wife to donate her liver even while she's reluctant but the husband knows that their profoundly hearing-impaired son needs his mother in good health as well. Donating organs does have inherent risks that shouldn't be diminished.



I always appreciate that even with all the romances that are at play, this show continues to celebrate the friendships, whether it's of the Five or Jong-su and Rosa etc. It's always a great testimony to the fact that even when the unpredictability of life gets to you, when you don't know how to think or feel, there are people that you can count on to support you through the storms. With that in mind, I think that's why Song-hwa is loath to change her dynamics with any of the men. In part, it will be a delve into the unknown... what if doesn't work out? What will it do to the friendship? What if they take sides? In part, she knows what a precious thing she has... something that has survived and surpassed all the failed relationships of the past. It's clear she has valid reasons for wanting to maintain the status quo.


Saturday, June 20, 2020

Hospital Playlist Retrospective Season 1 Episode 10

This analysis of the episode in question contains spoilers and references various events in the entire drama.

Episode 10 is undoubtedly the first of the monster episodes. On my first viewing I proclaimed it a "an over-stuffed sausage". While my feelings about it are far more positive this time round, there's no changing my mind that there's plenty going on here primarily because the show is headed into wrap-up mode.

The drama continues in the vein of Ik-jun as the "fix it" man of Yulje Medical Centre while establishing him as the archetypal Trickster/ Joker. There were instances of that in the previous episode as well, particularly when he was pranking Jeong-won. Although there are obvious elements of the Sage lurking in the fringes of his personality. They're all part of the persona of the super liver transplant specialist as his spreads his boundless cheer wherever he treads, much to the occasional annoyance of his friends. Moreover, he's becoming a celebrity doctor in his own right, bringing in wealthy clients for the VIP suites and raking in the big bucks to keep the Daddy-Long-Legs programme afloat.

There's a delightful scene between Jun-wan and Jeong-wan driving in the car talking about the fact that they struggle to understand their friends. Jeong-won then says that he finds Ik-jun in particular hard to understand. Jun-wan flatly tells him not to bother because Ik-jun is a lunatic pure and simple. Jeong-won agrees heartily.

(What's noteworthy is that Jeong-won makes this comment after the bouquet prank in the GS room so I speculate that he somehow found out that Ik-jun was the instigator of it)





On another occasion Ik-jun drops by Seok-hyeong's office to find out the song for band practice. Meanwhile Seok-hyeong has got Vivaldi's L'estro Armonico on speakers and then out of curiosity Ik-jun asks what manner of music it is. Seok-hyeong expresses surprise and say it's a pretty famous piece which leads Ik-jun to do a side-splitting impersonation of a train announcer, indicating that L'estro Armonico is background music for the subway announcements. When Seok-hyeong tries to close the door on him repeatedly, Ik-jun continues popping back into the room like automated jack-in-the-box. In the end Seok-hyeong has to lean against the door to prevent Ik-jun from coming back in. Facing the camera Seok-hyeong declares unequivocally, "He is crazy."





There is method to the madness as we're given to believe. It's in part his way of "fixing" the world around him. He uses humour to disarm and charm, as well as pranks to distract from the humdrum of life. Perhaps he styles himself after Patch Adams, the US physician and comedian. However, when he's deadly serious, as he is when he's indirectly confessing to Song-hwa, the trickster in him has a rest.

Aside from providing quality medical care as a prolific liver transplant surgeon, there's perhaps no bigger problem in his mind that requires "fixing" than the push-pull between Jeong-won and Gyeo-ul. By now, after a time of observation, he's quite certain that his friend is in love with his favourite GS resident to the point that the latter is having serious doubts about the priesthood.

First, he comes up with a prank to stir Jeong-won to action by attempting to play the jealousy card. He gets Gyeo-ul a bouquet of flowers to pretend that she's been "proposed to" by her mysterious boyfriend to get a reaction out of Jeong-won. The incident ends up hilariously back-firing on him. When that doesn't work, he confronts Jeong-won directly one evening.









This is one of my favourite sequences in the drama for a whole range of reasons. The nuanced performance of Yoo Yeon Seok being one of them. Moreover, it is a profoundly meaningful (and revealing) moment. Ik-jun initiates this line of thought by asking his friend if he tells lies. Why does he do that? Because Ik-jun, the prankster knows only too well that Jeong-won has been a bit of a naughty boy... doing a fair bit lying and keeping all kinds of secrets. On multiple levels. Even while he is looking to become a priest. He knows that Jeong-won lied to Gyeo-ul about going to Yangpyeong for the weekend to see his mother. In so doing, he has implicitly been hiding his real feelings for her and giving her reason to believe that he has no romantic interest in her. That has of course other ramifications in terms of the priesthood question. Can Jeong-won, in all honesty be a priest while he has romantic thoughts about a woman? That is the question that Ik-jun wants to hammer home.
"Just follow your heart then you won't regret it. Don't make your decisions rashly and end up like me. Think carefully. Thinking that you'll be fine is asking of luck. And that kind of luck doesn't happen."
More than that, Ik-jun wants to reassure his friend that there is nothing inherently wrong with falling in love with Gyeo-ul. He claims to be her advocate (or as he says, "manager") and prattles off her CV. when Jeong-won says to him, "Are you her representative?" (Which also suggests to me that he knows about the bouquet prank)

Of course Ik-jun doesn't say anything that Jeong-won doesn't already know. So why does he do it? I'm coming around to the idea at least in part it's because he believes she is absolutely the perfect fit for Jeong-won. Her temperament ("She never shows how hard it is", "She doesn't give up or complain"), her work ethic and her career goals ("I admire her mindset as a surgeon") etc all point to that. She is a fellow traveller in medicine and could potentially be a life partner for him. Falling in love with her isn't a sin or a bad thing, so says Ik-jun. As far as he's concerned she's more than qualified to be with his friend. They can both complement each other in work and life.

At this point in time Ik-jun sees two miserable people working alongside each other who are hiding their feelings from each other like it's some guilty secret they both have to protect. He doesn't see the sense of maintaining the facade because they have nothing to feel guilty about. It's an unnecessary deception that Jeong-won is perpetrating and Gyeo-ul is inadvertently caught in its web. He speaks as a man who knows what it is like to have regrets about love, about not acting when he should have a long time ago. He's speaking up (and doing the crazy stuff) out of concern because he doesn't want his friend to go through what he's had to go through.

From the perspective of Jeong-won, Ik-jun acts as a sounding board, a counsellor while he wrestles with these issues. All Ik-jun does is bring to the surface what is already brewing. The war within him already exists. That tells me as it does Ik-jun, that he's already lost to the priesthood. Long ago. There's no point in putting up such a big fight for no good reason. Ahn Jeong-won has tried his best and there's no more need to have to prove himself. On top of that, can Jeong-won truly walk away from everything to be a priest? Kids, pediatrics and Gyeo-ul? Can he do it all with certainty... with no regrets?

Up to this point it's clear that Jeong-won has been avoiding the issue. He has a couple of months to sit on it and he takes advantage of that. He himself knows that Ik-jun is largely right in his assessment. It is a dilemma that consumes him to the point that he needs tokens of reminder of where his priorities have to be. This is exemplified in a phone conversation with Rosa, his mother.




When Rosa is noticeably thrilled about the fact that Jeong-won is having lunch with Song-hwa, he quickly pours cold water on the fact that there's anything between them. "It's not Song-hwa. You got it wrong." But Rosa's quick on her feet... ah... but there is someone... she surmises from the way he phrases his objection. As long as there's someone, she's happy. Then she urges him to get married as soon as possible. Jeong-won then tells her that there's really no one and it was a mere slip of the tongue.


The main difficulty with trying to perpetuate a deception is having to stay on script all throughout especially when you're emotionally sensitive. It's one thing to tell white lies but it's another to pretend that you're not in love with a woman that you work with, that's beside you routinely. You may be able to fool her if she's simple-minded and inexperienced in matters of the heart but you can't fool the people closest to you. That's the Jeong-won dilemma.







This brief scene outside a pediatrics ward encapsulates so symbolically the fact that they are a two-person team. From him, she learns how to have a better bedside manner. From her, he learns how to keep calm. His anxiety achieves nothing here. What is really interesting too is he stands dangerously close to her that she feels obliged to shift away. No matter how much he tries to maintain some measure of stoicism in front of her, when his emotions leave him unguarded, he leaks. His part in the "Confession is not Flashy" track provides us insight into his life. It also telegraphs a significant moment in the finale when he finally opens his heart to Gyeo-ul.

You're my loved one
I will make a silent promise
That I will protect you
Until your tears run dry...
In the distant future
When we reminisce about this day
If we can give each other a kiss
In the whole wide world
For a very long time
Out of all the people
I will only love you
In the whole wide world
For a very long time
Out of all the people
I am grateful that I met you

More evidence of that comes later in the episode when Jeong-won comes across Gyeo-ul later in a waiting area and greets her informally. Ik-jun is present and picks up on his change of habit. But Jeong-won is in complete denial mode.

Jeong-won dodges the issue when Song-hwa tells him to get married because he loves children so much. Even the merest hint that he's compromised on the issue of whether he's coming or going sees him on the defensive.

Even though Rosa's approach to keeping Jeong-won away from the priesthood seems crude, she knows her son and she understands his personality. Medicine and pediatric surgery were good choices that she approved of so she's not being entirely self-centred in her objections to his entering the priesthood. I don't think she's trying to cling to him either because she does have a life outside of him. She's generally independent and tries to be as much as possible. She doesn't demand he spend all his free time with her or try to set him up on blind dates. What I think she's resentful about is that her cloistered children are lost to her... she has no access to them. In her mind they're almost as good as dead.

Avoidance is the name of the game throughout the episode. It isn't just Jeong-won who is avoiding coming to a definitive conclusion. So is Rosa. She adamantly refuses to talk about the priesthood if they meet socially. In fact, humorously enough, this is what Jong-su recommends that she do. He advises her that she should go abroad somewhere so she avoids him and doesn't have to deal with it. "Time is the key to some problems." The idea is not entirely without merit. There are times when playing the waiting game is the key and the solution can present itself without intervention. But the application of that aphorism does require wisdom. To what situations is it applicable? There's the rub.

Ik-jun seems to be jumping on the avoidance bandwagon when Jun-wan wants to get him privately to talk about his relationship with Ik-sun. He seems very reluctant to make the time. Does he know something? Does he not approve and wants to avoid saying so? That seems to be a bit of a mystery.

Do Jae-hak can't avoid the responsibility of the consequences, however, when his DCMP patient Kim Hae-beom refuses to be given an enema (an injection of fluid into the bowel by way of the rectum). Prof Cheon gives up on the patient and storms off but even Jae-hak knows that this isn't right. So he goes to Jun-wan who tells him to use anything he can think of to make the patient agree to the enema. In the end, as he tells Chi-hong and Seok-min, he goes down on his knees and begs the patient to do it because if something happened, he (Jae-hak) would lose his job. 8 episodes later, Jae-hak has come a long way. Under the tutelage of Jun-wan and life itself, he's learned to take the job more seriously. This was his moment to shine. Cometh the man, cometh the hour.

Jun-wan can't avoid the fact that Ik-sun has been offered a lifetime opportunity of living and working overseas in a doctorate programme. He hears it from Chi-hong at work who has been talking to her. Aside from the fact he hears it from someone else, it is the news he fears while he wants to appear supportive in her career goals. But he knows that there's no skirting this one and takes the bull by the horns.

It's doubtful Song-hwa can indefinitely avoid having to deal with both Ik-jun and Chi-hong now becoming more overt in their intentions towards her although perhaps she will take Jong-su's line of reasoning and let time do all the sorting out.